February 2011
January 2011
Before you judge a man, walk a mile in his shoes…
the-youngest:
After that who cares? He’s a mile away and you’ve got his shoes!
-some quote from some dude…
Sometimes Im Scared To Be Alone, Sometimes Im...
It Ends, Before It Begins.
tedeezy:
Look at us,
We’re arguing & we’re not even together.
We’re jealous & we can’t even claim each other.
We’re clingy & we’re not even attached to each other like that.
We’re doubtful when it’s still too soon.
We’re crying when we really shouldn’t be.
& I have a feeling, we’re about to end, before we even get a chance to begin.
ylbnart asked: you like it? haha thats supposedly "my song"
jrawwrr asked: ohh heeey~ Happy birthday :D im shure this day will be a great one for ya :3 have fun :]
After effects from school.
MY leg feels like JELLO. One hit from Daniel Lee (@the-youngest) made my leg quiver and was a bitch to walk on. Walking up stairs and downstairs and just anywhere was just painful. And then He hit me on my chest.. One hit to the chest and I could not break for a like 5 seconds. And then I was feeling my chest and I kept feeling something popping haha. That feeling is gone now. And then One more...
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1/26/94
Im finally 17 now and I have nothing to be proud of. If my younger self were to look at me now, He’d probably say “Damn… Nothings changed.” Well despite the weight loss and height growth. I can recall most of my years up until now. Major events that have happened to me. Loss of friends due to moving a lot. I must say, the first 15 years of my life sucked, but now these past...
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3 days till.
Lets see how this week goes. Kinda excited :)
Started Writing...
And just erased everything. I said everything I wanted to say on this post but just couldn’t say it. Oh well..
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Tangled FAIL.
Tried watching Tangled with Nicole Dela Cruz but it wouldn’t load correctly so it’s taking FOREVER to watch it! And it is all her fault… But spending time with her is still the greatest. :)
Nicole: “Justin, so you have been my “friend” for 5 months today (Jan. 22, 2011) and we have been through alot. You asked me to homecoming and it was fuuuunnnnyyyyyyyy...
Kisses on the neck are such a turn on
dedication-not-inspiration:
and so are hickeys.
Counting down the days.
I’ve been counting the days to everything.
the weekend
graduation
my birthday
everything is just coming by so quickly. Time needs to slow down. I’m not ready to enter this new chapter of my life and head to college and get a job. I’m slowly getting older to that point where I will be an adult. Still have another year but that will go by quickly. I just want time to slow down...
What's the point of Valentine's Day anyways? Do...
1 am.
ehh I feel like taking a nice hot shower. That sounds really good right now. a nice, long, hot shower. then i shall head off to bed. Goodnight tumblr. :)
I always look happy but something is always up.
I think this applies to a lot of people. We usually don’t show how we feel on the inside but to smile on the outside to show we are okay and strong. I do this a lot and I have been doing it since this year started. I look happy and care free but I have a lot on my shoulders and talking about it just makes things worse so I just keep everything to myself.
one thing I hate.
I don’t like getting hit on my head. Like a slap to the back of my head. It just gives me flashbacks of my childhood. My mom would always hit me in the back of the head whenever I did something wrong or something she didn’t like. And usually whenever someone raises their hand near me I flinch a little. Its a force of habit because I think I’m going to get hit.
I hate this feeling. This sinking feeling. My heart feels heavy and just sinks downward toward nothingness. Smiling doesn’t help. No one is near that I can be with. But at the same time, I want to be alone. To bore people with my feelings is something I never like doing. Keep things bottled up most of the time. Sinking hearts. Something I don’t know how to fix.
Girls.
I don’t really like those really hot/sexy girls. Yes they are very sexy and have really nice bodies but I’d still prefer my girl over them. I’d rather have a girl with an average body that I think is beautiful than a girl that I would lust after. Those so called “sexy” girls are just good to look at. but my girl is different. She is something special and amazing. I...
Friends.
such amazing people. Most of them are willing to actually go out of their way to talk to you if something is up. Even if you don’t talk to them that much they are still there for you. Friends are amazing. :)
Looks like I have no choice now.
It’s official. Once I graduate I am going to move in with my mother. once I started living with my cousins many great things have been happening to me. I have lost weight, I learn my manners, I learn how to cook and clean, I learn many life skills from this house. And what has my mom taught me? Nothing. She taught me how to not care for anything and how to be stubborn. She taught me how to...
“Winnggooooooooooo!!”
– Dale Gribble- King of the Hill
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Class of '11
Less than 5 months left of school till we are off to college.. Lets make this year the BEST!
“Never give up, Never ever give up hope.”
– Wakko Warner- Wakko’s Wish :)
I don't want to go to school today.
jiffynguyen:
Actually, I never want to go to school on any day.
June 1st
will be a sad day. That is the day I graduate. Seeing all my close friends for maybe that last time. Once I graduate I have to move in with my mom in San Gabriel, which means leaving everyone I know here. I know everyone will be going to different places but still. I do not want to live with my mom. We always fight and we never get along. She will make me focus on school and just have my childhood...
ramcyabdulle:
It’s crazy how I cried on my first day of pre-school because I didn’t want to go to school and in about 5 months I’m about to be crying because I’m leaving high school.
17th
Birthday is coming up in about two weeks. 17 years of my life has gone by so fast. I still vividly remember my first day of kindergarten and now I’m going to be graduating in about 5 months. How time flies.. I remember many experiences in my life throughout my school years. Ask me about any grade and I can tell you what happened. *sigh.. Once high school is over I have no clue where I am...
That moment when you're so sad:
yoursmilemakesmehigh:
fuckyeahbiboy:
And you just want someone to comfort you:
But then you end up crying alone in your room:
OMG. THIS.
Days like these is the reason why i do drugs.
FML. i need to get away from all of this.
I just dont know what to do anymore. no matter what i say nothing is right. everything is wrong to her. i can never please my mom. makes me just want to kill myself just to end her suffering. All i do is cause people pain. Why am i such a fucking screw up. Oh please someone just kill me now. I just want my life to end. Let everyone be happy that i am gone. No more suffering to people. I can just...
10 hours
of SLEEP and I feel so good! I feel well rested and ready to start this day off. These last days of break shall be happy and fun. I’ve had a wonderful winter break so far and I want to end it nice. :)
Followers don't mean much if they are just follow...
I finally reached my goal that I wanted to get, but the feeling is bitter sweet. I am happy that I finally got this much because this was what I wanted to get, so I have this feeling of accomplishment. At the same time I have this feeling of not being content. Most of my followers are just follow backs and they don’t mean much to me. I guess I would just like people to follow because they...
Kiss and make up.
christianreus:
Arguments should never end a relationship, because they’re only temporary. So nothing is more relieving than kissing and making up. After all the harsh words thrown back and forth, you eventually realize that the unnecessary anger wasn’t worth it. The guilt and regret takes over, and your heart starts to ache. But a kiss is a simple remedy to cure the sadness away. Kiss and make...
She vents what she feels: I don't like being... →
xoxorachany:
I don’t know why but I’ve always hated being compared. I don’t like when people compare me to someone by my looks, personality, etc. I hate it. I guess it can be a good or bad thing, but still let me be me. It just annoys me when my parents compare me to my cousins, their friends kids, my friends,…
In the long run
Its not gonna be like this all the time. I have to remember that we will go through hardships eventually. We just have to learn how to deal with it and become stronger together. Its not all just hugs and kisses. We will fight about things soon enough and hopefully things don’t take a turn for the worse. As long as you are still there at the end is all that matters. :)
Things just get better and better everyday. :)
A girl that isn't "like the rest"...that isn't...