March 2012
I seriously can’t even look at a picture of you. Well at least unexpectedly. If a picture of you pops up out of nowhere, my heart literally drops. Its the worst feeling ever. Its like all my happiness went away and just came crashing down. FUCK.
The sweet one.
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The kind of a guy that opens the door for you, comes there in an instant when you need them, knowing you can talk to them and depend on them no matter what. But what sucks is, the girls they talk to see them no different. They will never go for them, they will only see them as a good friend, or a loyal dependent. It sucks, like yeah you can be cute, or they might have an attraction...
Only time can heal these unseen scars
Got a pain in my chest to the bottom of my heart
Tore it out and ripped it apart
Only to realize there was no love from the start
Things happen and people change
Don’t look around you’re the one to blame
A love is like a fire so ignite the flame
Got to keep it burning even in the pouring rain
You soon get tired and the flame burns out
You...
Anonymous asked: why don't you write poems anymore? I enjoyed them.
Anonymous asked: I really like your blog. You have a lot of interesting thoughts.
If I relate more to females then males, does that make me feminine? Maybe because other guys out there want to show that they are tough and macho so they try to play things off as if they don’t care. Sometimes they actually fool themselves. Deep down, they really do care. I’m not afraid to show my emotions. To show that I’m hurting. Because I really see no point in hiding them....
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I wonder how many pictures these girls take before they actually have a good one they would like to post? What was wrong with the other ones? Hair out of place. Smile is crooked. One eye looks bigger than the other. It shows your fat. So what? Do you seek attention from others that you need to take multiple photos to find a perfect one that others would approve of?
Seeing you move on so easily makes me wonder if this guy was there while we were together. Were you talking to him behind my back? Or maybe you just didn’t have strong feelings for me. That’s why you left so easily.
February 2012
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taaaymoney replied to your post: As I run my hand over my scars, I realize the…
I like when you write.
Awwww Why thank you :’)
The thing about me is, I never stopped trying. The things I did to get you were still the same things I did when we were together. I would always send you goodnight/good morning calls and texts. Not those boring ones either, the lovey dovey ones. The ‘Good morning babe! Have a great day! I love you so much. :) <3’ type of messages. I would still call you cute and be flirty with you....
As I run my hand over my scars, I realize the stupidity of what I had done. Now I have a constant reminder of how ‘depressed’ I thought I was. It was really stupid. I have no idea why I did it. I guess because I conformed into society and sought to be like others who were also ‘depressed.’ Oh well, We all make mistakes.
ayenikkaye:
so much more room for happiness .
philjayr:
Why would you even want to talk to a guy like me?
I know in my heart I still love you.
Despite all of the things that has happened, I know those feelings will never change. They may diminish into something less but I will never stop loving you. You were my first love. There is no getting over that. Though things have turned to the worse for us, I will always care and worry about your well being. Even though my mind stays angry and hurt through all we have been through, it is those...
The reason why I like smoking is because, not only do I like the feeling it gives, but because it actually helps me lose weight. I don’t eat as much because it gives me this content feeling that I don’t feel the urge to eat. Otherwise I hate the smell and I hate the taste of stoges.
brittney-grace:
I want someone who will always try. They won’t stop trying when they get me, they’ll try just as hard as they were when they first wanted me.
the-hashslingingslasher:
It’s a bad habit. But sometimes, most of the time, words speak louder than actions to me.
The first time I remember a dream in a long time and it’s about you. I drove to your house because you asked for a favor. You gave me a bag of food and said give it to Mendoza. I told you that I didn’t want to see Mendoza but I would do it for you anyways. Then I could see you happy. I told you I wasn’t in school and had no job. I was miserable while you just kept smiling. I...
nice guys can easily be taken advantage of.
I love women
They are fascinating and just plain out amazing. The fact that they can bleed for five days and still live is nothing short than spectacular. The way they smile is just like seeing presents on Christmas day. It brings a smile to your face that can just make your day. Also how their body is shaped. The female body is so beautiful and elegant. The curves of the breasts to roundness of their butt to...
If you ever don't want to say I love you back to...
Then just say “I love Youtube” somewhat fast. It sounds the same as I love you too. But you are not actually saying it. So you don’t have to feel guilty about lying since you never actually told the person you love them back. :)
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A long distance relationship is a beautiful thing, if both parties are both loyal. It really shows the faith and trust they have in each other to continue that relationship though they may hardly, or never see each other. As great as it is, I would not want a long distance relationship. I would prefer to see my partner on the daily. Give them hugs and kisses frequently. You can’t get that...
licaangel:
slim-mathers:
limiculous:
Yes,...
I pretty much care about everyone. Yeah I’m nice like that. If you are my friend, you better sure as hell know that I care about you and I got your back if you need my help. But there are 5 girls in my life that I really care about.
Jessica Robles (@jarbee)
Stephanie Hernandez (@stefunii)
Tam Duong (@tamtduong)
Tammy Nguyen (@tammyology)
Eunice Choi (I forget her tumblr LOL)
But...
Forever a friend, never more.
It really sucks being put in the ‘friend zone.’ You would like to get to know the person better and pursue a relationship but you know that it would never amount to anything more than a friendship.
The best hug I had ever received was at my graduation from a person that meant a whole lot to me. I had just graduated and received my diploma and she was the first person I was looking for. I went around running looking for her. Scurrying around and seeing a bunch of different faces and families. Then I turned around and there she was running towards me and gave me the biggest hug ever. It was...
adventure-is-out-t-h-e-r-e:
up-and-ar0und:
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I bet you didn't know that
staypozitive:
I hope EVERYDAY that maybe I’ve crossed your mind, and maybe you decided to call/text me.
My attitude is based on how you treat me.
Just a simple ‘hi’ from you can make my entire day.
I’d change my plans if it meant I could see you.
I save some of your messages so I can read over them later on.
I still get jealous when people talk to/about you.
I’m at that point where seeing your name or face just kinda pisses me off. It pisses me off how everything I once held dear in our relationship is now nothing.
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itsjustinchea:
“Everybody in the world is fake. Before you think I’m wrong, think of how many times you lie to people everyday.”
I'm not proud of all the things I've done, but at...
thejulessamonte:
dont you hate when your singing/rapping alone to the song, and the artist of the song says the words wrong ?
omg like learn the words…
I wonder if I ever cross your mind.
When you are laying in your bed in the dead of night, all of your friends are asleep and you have no one to talk to. Do you ever think about me? Do I really mean nothing to you now? Am I really just an ‘ex’ to you? After all we have been through, all of the memories we have made, Do I ever cross your mind even once? I doubt it.
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fyeaahitsnikki:
You seem happy without me anyways.
mattitties:
Have fun with whoever you’re talking to now. I hope he/she fucks you over and makes you realize that I could have treated you better.
I wonder what would've happened between us if...
